oink oink.
i don’t understand how you haven’t come to your senses yet? i understand that you call this girl your best friend, but you are madly in love with her, so really your just getting your hopes up by hanging around, and shes got a boyfriend, so that makes it worse. you need to back down. you should have a long time ago. in all truth, i WAS your best friend. i stupidly admitted my love to you, and cried more to you that i had to anyone else. and yet you still went after that what was unavailable. i was standing right in front of you, ready to be taken. all yours. i let you use me. i let you take full advantage of me, in hopes that you would be mine. but no you still had hopes and still have hope of being with her. you imagined i was her, and i pretended you were mine. i was jealous, and you loved every minuet of it. your sick in the head. you made me crazy. i lost friends for you. its not fair. i just hope that maybe one day you’ll see the mistakes you have made, and really how happy i am with it. because i could never be with someone like that. all’s i want is an apology, for the heartache you have put me threw.
